`lonely silent night .
never could have imagine , what a lonely christmas this would be .
tears rolling down my cheek , eyes turn into darkness where i can't see happiness anywhere near me ,
you brought me to this world , why ? when you dont give a damn about it . it's hurting knowing when everyone's out enjoying having fun , this is what we could be ? sitting at home faacing 4 walls for special occasions ? is this how u always wanted it to be , how great a mother of you like could be ! ive got no comment , no words to say anything at all .