`5 christmas home , in sorrow .

`lonely silent night .

never could have imagine , what a lonely christmas this would be .

tears rolling down my cheek , eyes turn into darkness where i can't see happiness anywhere near me ,

you brought me to this world , why ? when you dont give a damn about it . it's hurting knowing when everyone's out enjoying having fun , this is what we could be ? sitting at home faacing 4 walls for special occasions ? is this how u always wanted it to be , how great a mother of you like could be ! ive got no comment , no words to say anything at all .

my heart is beating , my heart is breaking , my heart has shattered into bits of pieces .emo emo emo . iloveyou.

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promise me you'll never let go . new blog : )

with the help of my lao po , JunYi Yong . been having alot problems lately , with the comforting from my friends i feel much better now . with not thinking so much rubbish in my mind . hoping that everything will be back to the way it is used to be , the normal & happy cheryl teh that everyone know .

*cravings for Tenji Japanese Buffet : ) *

more to be updates soon , loves !

cheryl