9more days.

its only 9 more days .

is this the last 9days of memories youre going to give me ? arguing for small matters . showing faces to me when i already apologize & just wanted you to care . but all you will do is just continue being angry . at rubbish nonsense matter . im so sick& tired like seriously . crying everyday and almost every night . getting nightmares so often , the ending and the point of the dream always end up being the same . have you ever felt being in my shoes ? thinking of whats going to happen ? im worried day& night but i guess youre just not as i am .
all i could say is im just speechless .

heartbroken as always </3

i cant take it x more .

everything started when the old one left me and i was alone in darkness & under depression alot at that moment . he came to see me everyday and acc me everyday for that 4working days of mine in 1U , when i was working maxis road show . its always the sweetest thing ever in the beginning of everything , but when it comes to the stage that everyday youll just keep argueing , thats not going to change anything . im the one always in tears and pain . yes i know he has his hurt part too , but im a girl think of my feeling too please ? 5lines cuts because of you . sometimes i really just x mean what i say but you take it in too fast and seriously . iloveyou as much as anything in this world , i would give the world to you if i actually could , but i cant . i could only stay by your side , and love you day by day . my eyes are swollen once again , due to tears rolling down . all you could do is just play your iphone ? did you ever thought of talking back to me ? all you can say is , ill help you get back in taylors then ill leave ? whats all this sentence suppose to mean ? im so frustrated . it hurts to know that i dont have to quality and quantity to be with you , because your mpm judges people like alot . i know im x good enough for you , im so downgraded unlike you born with a silver spoon , we're born in 2 different worlds . but you always told me youll never judge me or leave me ? then whats this now ? you just x know how stressed up am i when im w your family , thinking about everyday are you going to leave me or tell me you x have feelings for me anymore and you want to break up with me . im worrying day by day every minute and seconds of my life . its just you x know about it .

all i could say if i could love you for eternity i would , ChenChunHau :)

new hair style : )

the start of something new ♥

im glad i knew you ,

ive never regretted being with you ,

you've changed me & changed my life .

ive chopped my hair recently , cause i was so bored w long hair already . theres so much happening nowadays w my life & of course him . surprised to see cheryltehshuying with one side of her hair flipped back ? its because of someone . that special someone that could made me change into someone that ive never imagine i would become . i love him till bites . his my boy & always will be . : ) more updates about me & him to come in the next post .

iloveyou derricklimtactwoon ♥

evacuate the dance floor ♥

birthday night ♥

my 19th bday bash ,

mistclub bangsar : )

last picture taken : )

so my bday eve its a friday night , : ) and where else would i be in mistclub . my planned was to be in Neway OneUtama singk but alot people x want so i dont have a choice lo . went to mist . everyone was there was abit pekchik with the paying money part after that okay lo : ) so yeah all i could say was , i was dropped dead that night , thanks to all my friends that helped me that night , much appreciated k : ) loves ♥


let the pics talk : )

ivanchan korkor ♥

joeyhow , darling ♥

matthewerza brother : )

MR.low : )

issacchen : )

HAN , my didi : )

♥

chrishwang ♥

bestie sengloh ♥

ma bestgirlfriend ♥

2bestgurlfriend ♥

the kaki's ♥

gurlfriend V.I.P ♥

mangjin ♥

didi , andrewlim ♥

brother CJ ♥

mylaopo ♥♥

partyhardcore : )

CheeJuenLin bdayboy ♥ 3rdseptember2011

memorable day : )

the birthday boy , CJ :) the day they picked me up from my place around x know what time i myself couldnt rmb and the day MR.derricklimtactwoon came back from aussie trip for 4 or 5 days . finally we all could see his face , excited kan ? : p haha . then total all of us is , KianGuan`CJ`Jeremy&his wife`SinChan`Derrick & of course me : ) we went to WIP in bangsar to have dinner . the western food there was awesome : ) i ordered carbonara bt ending up guan& derrick finished it : p cause they were hungry i supposed ? then me & derrick ordered the same drink some watermelon shit w alcohol , which tasted like shit , couldnt even drink more of it . haha , then later on we went back to CJ's place for drinking session : ) everyone K.O-ed there except for me , cause i didnt drink HAHA aweseme kan ?

anyways here all for now .

let the pictures do the talking : )

MR.derricklimtactwoon , melbourne boy : p

ammissingyou badly ♥

`missing those moment i have with you .

babyboyy , wo hen xiang ni ♥

babyboo, missing you makes my heart feels so empty cause youre x by my side . loving you is hard enough , having to think about you hardly can get off my mind , needing you is like 24 hour scrolling thru my brain ,missing you just makes me think of you more& more , day by day . i wonder what will i do , without you . ive never judge you by your looks , youre a x bad guy , : ) looks decent in a way , amazing fella : ) thats what i love most about you . my head is just spinning all about you ♥

#nowlistening twobetterthanone

youre making me miss you more& more day by day ♥

some shots :)

`` afew shots from the photoshooting :)

photoshoot , finally !

``photoshoot w/jayne scully @taylors lakeside campus : )

every photo tells a story .

CherylTehShuYing. :)

here my story begins , hmm woke up in the morning supposed to follow my daddy to college bt i forgot to let him know am suppose to go college for shooting . so nvm bbm-ed jayne and asked her to pick me up , she said okay :) so we both get ready and then picked me & we left straight to lakeside , bt then we were kinda late in a way already , so i asked her to help me make up in the car , so it will be easier for us to shoot after . then meet JazKhai :) & VinceKhoo the photographers . so we started shooting until about 1230 or so , we went to oldtown whitecoffee to chill . cause the weather was killing us , Then a few more last shots after that , we went to starbucks & bought some drinks then met kenny there as well . while waiting for my daddy to come . After that Julian came when I had to go home , so yeah . Sorry JulianYap ;) they send me off to daddy's car then home . reached home straight remove makeup shower & slept till 7 when mommy just came home with "tapao"food for dinner :D yummy* then thats about it .

let the picha's do the talking : D

JazKhai ;)

JayneScully ;)

a tiring & hectic day .

: ) blog dead , time for update .

`the recents , happenings .

firstly i rmb was , went for my aunt's 50th birthday , in some hotel in KL : ) it was a high-tea & it was a blast : D superb nice food first time in history seeing me eat non stop even when everyone has stop eating , i can still manage to eat , it has been quite sometime , so i actually x really recall what happen , : )

let the pictures do the talking : )

zerong : )

&mommy : )

my love for you will never fade

heartbroken .

is this how its meant to be ? the ending of everything ?

lately ive been thinking alot . why must it be me ? always me . x words can describe how i feel .

i rather be hurt by the truth than to be protected by the lies .

college`pyramid :)

face to face noodle house `Bstation `pyramid .

start off , went to college . had lunch with mitchell cause he wasnt going to class , i was superb hungry , so we went to face to face noodle house , went makan makan , saw `marcusbryansim there as well . after that i received a called from kenny saying that his in taylors , and miss jessecalong , asked me and mitch to go to Bstation . so we went for korean food , kenny came after . then later on kenny kept spamming calling julian , then ju says he will be coming to college also then after we all go pyramid . we went pyramid after that , sit a cab there , and stone . after that mitchell's girlfriend came , we all went to starbucks , new wing :) and play chor dai di . stone stone stone , until evening my sister came and pick me ,

thats about it : ) let the pictures talk : )

an awesome day :)