is this the last 9days of memories youre going to give me ? arguing for small matters . showing faces to me when i already apologize & just wanted you to care . but all you will do is just continue being angry . at rubbish nonsense matter . im so sick& tired like seriously . crying everyday and almost every night . getting nightmares so often , the ending and the point of the dream always end up being the same . have you ever felt being in my shoes ? thinking of whats going to happen ? im worried day& night but i guess youre just not as i am .
all i could say is im just speechless .
heartbroken as always </3